I don't know what's going on...
Idk.
I can't really explain it. It's like.. I can be as happy as ever and can be looking forward to anything and everything..
then out of nowhere I get the most depressing feeling in the world. I realize that what I look forward to isn't as great as I thought it was to begin with
that it's pointless.
No point of even looking forward to it
or anything
or life anymore.
I HATE that feeling.. and it does happen a lot.
Idk. Thought it'd be a good thing to jot this down.
