... thing's are shaping up to be pretty odd.

I don't know what's going on...
Idk.

I can't really explain it. It's like.. I can be as happy as ever and can be looking forward to anything and everything..

then out of nowhere I get the most depressing feeling in the world. I realize that what I look forward to isn't as great as I thought it was to begin with

that it's pointless.
No point of even looking forward to it
or anything
or life anymore.

I HATE that feeling.. and it does happen a lot.
Idk. Thought it'd be a good thing to jot this down.