My love, look at what you've done to me

I cant even describe how good this makes me feel. How good this is for me. I need it.

Xo

"You'll never remember, your head is far too blurry"

"I'm gonna teach you we're all alone"
no one's really gonna save you but yourself... but you should know that by now.
you seem to know everything about anything. it's nothing new to you right?

just venting.
when i said i was over you i lied.
when i said i would always care about you i lied.
just venting.
i moved on. things change, people change, it's life. it's not hard anymore. maybe i do have a problem, but most likely i don't. i'm not changing, i like myself right now and if you don't... you will. in 3 months, when she's done with you i wont be here waiting.
just venting.
i already won this battle. flags up. i'm out

Incredible album. No other word to describe it.

I want to see your insides

"Someone had to tell the truth
and I'm always honest. I read you like an open book
and it's obvious to me - She's just the one between. Heading nowhere fast, I'm sure it's gonna last forever."

I'm not gonna be an ace in the back of your deck
you "when all else fails, she'll be here waiting for you" bullshit. I need to get my life straightened out and figure out what's best for me

and right now, you're not in the picture
you can't be in the picture

baby boy, you don't know what you're doing
heading nowhere fast

maybe she can clean up your mess. maybe she's what you need right now.

Its clear as day right now that you cant make up your mind.

Your minds running in circles and i cant compose the words. Tell yourself you dont miss me.



Try it again in three months.

She whispered soft poetry... her favorite was "Anabel Lee" & those words, like these drugs comforted me

It's time to live! It's summer time, finally. This season's all about having fun, and living easy.

I'm sick of always thinking about the future
and the past
and the future
and the past
and the future

No one likes their head to spin.
It's time to live for right now

It's time to smile because we're happy, not be happy cause we're smiling. I'm ready to have as much fun as possible and not let anyone get in my way.



I feel kind of strange reccodmending this book when I myself, ha. I suppose I'm doing it anyway. "Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs: A Low Culture Manifesto is a collection of eighteen comedic essays on popular culture written by Chuck Klosterman"

... thing's are shaping up to be pretty odd.

I don't know what's going on...
Idk.

I can't really explain it. It's like.. I can be as happy as ever and can be looking forward to anything and everything..

then out of nowhere I get the most depressing feeling in the world. I realize that what I look forward to isn't as great as I thought it was to begin with

that it's pointless.
No point of even looking forward to it
or anything
or life anymore.

I HATE that feeling.. and it does happen a lot.
Idk. Thought it'd be a good thing to jot this down.